Language (View of language and learning process) ESL

      I was born in China, a small village in the south. I attended high school in the United States, but I have not take seriously.
        I have been USA for 4-6 years. But my learning ability still worse than ever.Even if I go to school every day. Learning things in class I know it is good, but my bad habits is when I got home I did not practice it .I also know that learning is very important, but ,I never control own habits.
     
        English is my second language.English is my second language. I have had to learn English, unfortunately, my ability to learn English is not enough. But I have no confidence in English and Chinese books I can barely understand. I know that learning English is the main course. But I'm worried about my ability to learn can not keep up with it. I really hated the English.For me, it was frustration.
     
        When I saw the book I could not concentrate, I do not know why, I rarely read books in English it should be the relationship.I know the main requirements of grammar writing, steps, grammars, format, reflections and step by step. No matter how I try to write every time when I write, I always fail because I did not follow the steps and syntax.

       I also thought about reading, I know it was difficult to learn. I still hope I can learn more about English. Because this is the only thing I need to do. Even if I do not like, I still want to try, I do not want to repeat and then regret it.
     
       Although learning is a very annoying thing. But in reality we still need to learn English. No other choice.
Continue to move forward to become a successful person. 
      
                                                  
                                      Ps[Successful from the failures]                           By: Meng Zhang            
                                                                                                                 3/20/2011